Panic Attacks

Why Didn’t I Believe the Clues, My Own Intuition, Myself? Now I Will Live With My Worst Nightmare.

Preface: This week, I found very specific evidence of an intuition I have had for over a year. That Chris was sexually involved with my one of best friends, a person who was like a family member to all of us, who came on almost every vacation with us, was like a second daughter to …

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What We Went Through Right after Chris Burns Went on the Run from His 10 Million Dollar Ponzi Scheme

Eating out on Friday night with our family, Gavin wasn’t able to look any of us in the eyes. He sat with his head on the table resting on his crossed arms. He wasn’t talking–just a warm body sitting at the end; no real life exuding from his growing frame. I assumed he didn’t feel …

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It Has Been One Year Since Chris Burns Went on the Run from the FBI. Knowing So Much More Now, This is What I Want to Say to Him

I’ve hit it. The one-year anniversary of the last day I ever heard from you. I got a text around 9:30 pm telling me you loved me and asking me to pray for you tomorrow which was strange because you were open about not believing in God or faith anymore. But I said I would …

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